| Mmm...it's been a while.
I should be sleeping but it is almost midnight but my brain is between state of not too tired and not too awake. I can't decide, really.
Nothing much is new. I am still trying to pass my last and final math class before I can get out of city college and move on to do something that I really want to study.
I am working on getting myself into therapy. I've needed to for a long time and I'm at a point where I just need to sort my thoughts and feelings out about so many things in my life. I know it's going to be hard but I also know I need it.
Oh and if you don't go to the dentist for 8 years you end up with 14 cavities. Yep. That's right. These pearly semi-whites are infested with cavities. I paid $330 for just 3 to be filled. Going back on Friday the 13th for a few more to be filled.
Hope all is well with everyone else.
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| Birthday tomorrow. 09-09-09. I'll be 24. I don't feel like it's going to be my birthday at all. They are no longer exciting. I'll live.
Eating breakfast with my twin sis and then I am slaving over a math book for hours on end (until 6pm) and then I am going to dinner with friends. It will be pleasant =]
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| It's been 365 days since my Daddy passed away. Feels like yesterday. I can remember a year ago today all too well. So much has changed.
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| Because of a series of events, I feel like I have crappy relationships with everyone in my life now.
I can't stand work. It stresses me out so much.
I'm going to sound selfish and say I feel lonely and unloved right now.
The end. I will come back to this later and think what I wrote is stupid, probably.
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| My Daddy woulda been 50 years old today.
Just got home from Berkeley and San Francisco. Had a great time!
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